The Empty Mind: Why the Best Saves Happen Before You Think
- Curtis McElhinney
- Jun 1
- 5 min read
There's a paradox at the center of goaltending that almost nobody talks about, and it took me years in the crease to understand it.
You have to think constantly in preparation, and think nothing in performance.
Read that again, because it's the whole thing. The work you do to get ready demands obsessive, deliberate, structured thought. But the moment the puck drops, that same thinking becomes the enemy. The goalie who is still thinking when the shot comes is already late.
Miyamoto Musashi — the swordsman who reportedly won more than sixty duels and never lost — built his entire philosophy around this. He called the state you're chasing mushin. No mind. A mind free of fear, free of ego, free of the running commentary that gets between you and the moment. In that state, the body simply responds. The sword cuts before the man decides to swing it.
If you've ever made a save you couldn't explain afterward — glove flashing to a spot before your brain caught up — you've already touched mushin. The question is how to get there on purpose, instead of by accident.
The Empty Mind Is Not a Blank Mind
Here's the mistake almost every goalie makes. They hear "stop thinking" and they try to force their mind quiet. They stand in the crease telling themselves don't think, don't think, don't think — which is, of course, thinking. It's like being told not to picture an elephant. The harder you push the thought away, the louder it gets.
You cannot subtract your way to the empty mind.
Mushin isn't an absence of preparation. It's the opposite. It's a mind so completely saturated with prepared responses that conscious thought becomes redundant. There's nothing left to decide because you already decided everything. The well is so full there's no room for doubt to pool.
Musashi didn't fight on instinct because he was gifted. He fought on instinct because he spent decades — on the sword, the brush, the carving knife — pouring thought into the Way until it became part of his body. The freedom he had in combat was bought by the rigor he put in beforehand. The spontaneity was earned.
So the path to thinking nothing in the moment runs directly through thinking everything before it.
Preparation Is Where You Pre-Make the Decision
Why does a goalie think during a play? Because somewhere in that play there's still a decision left unmade.
If you haven't worked out how you play the 2-on-1 — when you challenge, when you stay, where your eyes go — then your brain has to solve it live, at full speed, with a shooter who isn't waiting for you. That's the moment thinking creeps in. That's the moment you're a half-beat behind.
But if you've already worked through the 2-on-1 in film, in practice reps, in walkthroughs, in your own head a hundred times — there's no question to answer anymore. The decision was made days ago. Your body just executes the answer you already wrote down.
This is just how learning works. Every skill starts in the conscious, effortful part of the brain, and with enough quality repetition it moves to the part that runs automatically — the part that doesn't need you watching over its shoulder. Preparation is the process of moving your reads out of the thinking brain and into the body, so that on game night there's simply less for the mind to do.
Fill the well in preparation. Empty it in performance.
The Bridges: How You Actually Flip the Switch
Preparation builds the capacity for the empty mind. But you still need a way to enter it on command, between every whistle, shift after shift. These are the bridges.
Breath. This is the most reliable tool a goalie owns, and most never use it on purpose. A long, slow exhale isn't a metaphor for calm — it's a physical lever. It downregulates your nervous system and quiets the analytical chatter directly. When the mind starts to spin between shots, the exhale is the off-ramp. One breath, done right, can move you from thinking to not-thinking faster than any thought ever could. If you take nothing else from this, build a breath into your reset.
External focus. Pay attention to where your attention goes. The moment you start coaching yourself in the crease — get the pad down, square up, stay big — you've handed the controls back to the thinking brain, and your movement gets stiff and late. But when your focus goes outward — to the puck, to the release, to a single point in front of you — the body organizes itself. It moves cleaner and freer than it ever does under conscious command. Mushin lives in external focus. The instant you go internal, the thinking mind is back in the net with you.
The reset ritual. A post tap. A glove tap. A breath at the top of the crease. Whatever it is, it should be the same every time, because its job is to be a switch — a physical trigger that closes the last play, ends the analysis, and drops you back into the empty state. You don't will yourself back to neutral. You train a ritual that takes you there, and you run it so many times it becomes automatic too.
The Part Nobody Tells You: It Runs on Trust
Here's the piece that ties it all together, and it's the one I wish someone had told me earlier.
You can only surrender to the empty mind if you trust your preparation.
Think about the goalie who keeps checking — score-watching, replaying the last goal, second-guessing his depth. That isn't a focus problem. It's a trust problem. Some part of him isn't sure the work is there, so his mind refuses to let go and keeps double-checking the math. He can't go empty, because going empty would mean trusting a foundation he doesn't believe in.
The goalie who has done the work honestly — who knows the well is full — can let go completely, because there's nothing left to verify. The mind goes quiet because the body has already been told, truthfully, I've got this.
This is why preparation and the empty mind aren't two separate things. The quality of your preparation is exactly what gives you permission to stop thinking. No trust, no mushin.
Think Everything Before. Think Nothing During.
So that's the whole arc, and it's simpler than it sounds.
You do the obsessive work in preparation — the film, the reps, the structure, the breath training — until every read is pre-decided and lives in your body instead of your head. Then you build the bridges: breath to quiet the system, external focus to free the movement, a ritual to flip the switch between every whistle. And underneath all of it sits trust — the quiet certainty, earned in preparation, that lets you finally let go.
Musashi spent a lifetime on the front end of that equation so he could be empty on the back end. You don't have a lifetime between now and your next game. But you have this week's preparation, and you have your next breath.
Fill the well. Then get out of your own way and let the body do what you trained it to do.
The best saves were never going to come from thinking anyway.



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